In a ton of pain:(

wet hair:)

I got off my meds recently because I'm afraid that my birth control will interfere with something.
Wrong idea.
I drank a Monster yesterday, and the pain was absolutely horrible. It was the worst stomach pain ever. I have a thing: when I'm in pain, I feel like I'm rotting from the inside out. I don't want to be sick (who does?); I feel weak, un-sexy, and overall disgusting. My boyfriend didn't understand...
This morning the pain was back, even though I ate light sodium chicken noodle that normally wouldn't bother my stomach. I'm cooking roasted veggies right now, and I'm hoping that it won't hurt me!
The good thing about the pain is that it forces me to eat healthy. The bad thing is that I have to eat or else it's unbearable. And sometimes, my mind wants my body stop eating in order to lose weight. It's a lose-lose situation right now.


Danielle